Ok, what crack was I smoking when I booked my plane ticket?!? Anxiety is here in full force. I’m leaving my babies for three days! Ummmm. Yes, I must have been smoking crack. It’s not like I have to leave or have an obligation to be somewhere…this is a frivolous vacation that is causing me MAJOR anxiety. Stacey, my girlfriend who is meeting me there called this morning with the same exact anxiety. She has two kids, 5 and 3 and must have smoked the same crack I did. If I didn’t already have my ticket I probably would cancel. I know its ok for me to go and the babies will be fine with their dad, but the what if’s keep getting me. Silly, silly Mama. I just keep telling myself it is ok, they will be fine, Jeff will be ok, and nothing bad is going to happen. Whew. Stresssssssss!
I am going to miss these little faces like crazy!!!!!
I’m going to miss this face too! I’ll bet by the time I get back he’ll have even more gray hairs!! =)
August 20th, 2007 at 12:03 pm
Thanks for the mention in your blog. I too get stressed if I leave them for too long. In sept we have a wedding we have to go to all day, I’m already stress. Go have fun, try to relax and sleep,sleep, through the night.:)
August 20th, 2007 at 12:19 pm
Go, go, go … have a blast and report back all the
details! They’ll all be fine, grey hairs and all!
August 20th, 2007 at 3:05 pm
Don’t let the “what ifs” ruin your trip! Take a deep breath and have a good time, you deserve it!
August 20th, 2007 at 5:10 pm
You can do it! And you should. A friend told me as a mom
you should go away early on in your kids’ lives to show
everyone (husband included) you can. You deserve a break
and lots of self-focused time after all your hard work
as a mom!
August 20th, 2007 at 6:37 pm
You deserve alone Lesley time. Enjoy it while you can. Take some pictures and relax.
August 20th, 2007 at 6:59 pm
Well, I am not surprised about the crack, I mean you did marry Jeff, just kidding!!! Jeff and the kids will get some qaulity time that they wouldn’t get if you were there, and you will hopefully relax and have some Lesley time!!It is good for everyone, enjoy!!
Leah
August 20th, 2007 at 7:57 pm
You gotta go and for no other reason than to have some
alone time. I know you will go nuts, but take the
opportunity to spend uninterrupted time with friends.
August 29th, 2007 at 3:57 pm
Well, those are some darn cute faces to miss!