I read a lot of twin/mommy blogs and lately there seems to be a sort of sameness going around. A quest to find the right balance between being a mom (stay at home or working), being a wife, friend, homemaker, and keeping ones self in the mix. I admit to being a selfish person. It is just who I am and I’m ok with that. However, I try really hard not to be selfish when it comes to the babies. They will only be this little once and I want to enjoy all of it, the good and the bad to the fullest capacity. While I do miss all of the ‘me’ time I used to have I don’t at all feel bitter that it is gone. I love being a mom to my babies more than anything else in the world. I know one day there will be time again to read more, scrapbook again, do arts and crafts, build a bigger photography clientele. Until then I am happy right where I am, in the midst of crazy toddler mayhem struggling to keep the balance.

Sometimes it feels like trying to keep this balance is a juggling act and once in awhile the balls get dropped. I feel like I am on the verge of dropping some balls around here and need to do something to keep them from falling. I feel like I need to carve more me time when the babies are sleeping rather than sitting at my computer reading all of your blogs or blogging myself. Some days I do not feel productive in other areas and really hate that feeling. I feel hard pressed some days to write a post or post photos here when time is running short. So don’t be alarmed if I don’t you don’t hear from me for a day or two each week. I’m still alive and kicking, just trying to maintain my sanity with a smile. =)